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Thursday November 16, 2006

you leaving me behind with only our memories

I found an old photograph
And there you were
Smiling so wide
I remember I told you that you would break the lens
As I feel your presence,
My tears came rolling down,
I feel the warmth of you inside me,
You left me cold and hurt once you left,
but my heart remembers our love.

I find an old letter from you
And in writing you let your love flow
From your pen to paper
For my eyes only.
I kiss the paper and held it tight
I let my tears smudge the ink
So I don't feel hurt
Only to discover that I was more in pain.

I thought I seen your face this morning
I went to kiss your red lips
But then I only fell flat face on my pillow

I thought I heard your voice today
But then when I went to talk to you
It was you inside my head

I thought I felt your touch today
I went to hold your hand
But then did I only notice it was the
Breeze rustling by.

I thought you had left me forever
I went to block out our memories
Our talks
Our laughters
And tears
And many more…

But then did I only realise you went to place where you are pain free
And left me with pain.

I know deep down you have never left me…
…Because in the starry nights I fly with you so high…
…To reach the stars we set our eyes when we became one.

We are ever lasting.
A love that cannot break.

I look forward to the day when I am with you again
But only this time it will be our souls meeting.

All my love to you.

Posted by LoVeLuRvElUv at 10:39 AM

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Friday May 05, 2006

The thought of you...

The thought of you walking into my life
Was the very best thing that had happened to me
The smile you given me…
…Lit my face…
…Twinkled my eyes…
Everyone knew I was in love...
...But with whom they thought to themselves.
Every moment I thought of you,
My heart would cry for you,
Wanting to know how my darling was doing!
My eyes would twitch...
...Tears formed and dripped on my cheeks,
Flowed to the side of my lips,
Licking the salty water...
Making the thirst no longer there!

But…
Later did I find out,
You had decided there is no 'you and me’ in our picture!

The thought of you walking away from my life
Was so hard to take,
So I... pretended not to care
As my heart sure did shatter into million of pieces.
Hard to mend,
All I ever wanted was YOU and I!
Nothing more...

I’ve cried too many nights and days over you
Tears of pain
Heart aching felt like it was ripped apart from me
Felt as I have been murdered and blood was pouring
Breathing was so hard
I didn’t know how to inhale and exhale without you
Being beside me!

I sure did pretend everything was normal..
...To my friends and family,
YOU and I never EXISTED!!!
But at nights I only curled up and hid my true feelings...
As i can feel how hurt my soul is
I see my shadow pointing at me and laughing her head off!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

And I am such a fool
I still love you for some odd reasons
I wanted to block you out,
But each time I close my eyes,
I remember those green eyes staring at me…
…Your long arms hugging me…
…Red pinky lips curling on my lips…
…Kissing me so sweetly…
…Losing myself to you…
…Your white finger ran down my face…
…You whispered ‘darling I am all yours, I love you!’

You ran away…
…Ran away…
…Ran away from my heart…
…Who loved you and still does...
...Who is CRAZY for you and will always be...

Every path I took it lead straight to the top of my heart
And I felt I was falling…
I didn’t care what was happening to me
All I knew my love was growing for you
And it hasn’t and will not stop one bit!

I love you...
...Love you...

Love you I whisper to my self in an empy room
echoing in hundreds of ears,
Thousands of people stood still to stare at me 'THE FOOL'

You ran away…
…Ran away…
…Ran away…
RAN AWAY!
It echoed in my ears only.

You’d never be mine…
You lost me I whispered for your ears only,
Lost me,
Lost me,
LOST ME!

You’d seem to be my perfect man in my eyes,
But looks like
I am not your perfect girl…

Years went by and now you have tol me that.
You want us ‘you and I’ back together again in one happy picture.
I will never thought this day would come!

Once again,
You ran away before i came into the picture,
I’ll never belong to you,
I lost you but I still and will love you forever!

We both have to accept the change…

Posted by LoVeLuRvElUv at 9:19 AM

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Wednesday February 22, 2006

Remember when...

“How can I forget how we first met?
You and I on the Net!
You fooled me by saying you are STEVE
And I did fall for that game.
Yes you are right we had a lot of fun
Yes again your correct we did make each other laugh,
And oh boy did you make my tears turn into joy.

Yes indeed I needed you and you did support me well
And I thank you for that
Yes you turned my tears into joy
And
You did remove all my fears.

How can I forget my uncle?
Who tortured me and still does but not more than before
Yes I did find the courage in me to speak out to him
If you want to know.
Those days were hell and still are in some other way.

How can I forget the beautiful Angel I drew with all my heart
Yes it was addressed to you
But do seriously remember me!
I do and I still have the ‘Gayatri mantra’ you sent me
Just to remember you!”

Posted by LoVeLuRvElUv at 5:18 AM

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Saturday March 11, 2006

My Net Friend!

Like any girls I was in an age,
To make new friends…
…A male friend to be honest with you…
Desperate I was…
I call it teenage hormones…
…ShOoTiNg hIgH…rUnNiNg WiLd…

Then, one night I entered the net
Innocent girl I was,
Just looking around until
I found a chat room with people abound…

I vaguely recall a short chat with you…
That was then…
…But now…
…There's a special friendship of trust, care and honesty.
There's a spark between us!
Almost a strong bond that cannot be broken.

This love we share really means a lot to me.
So, I know that friends we will always be.
It's a blessing to find someone like you.

Yes, you mean so much to me,
In your own sweet and special way,
You make me feel like a doll that has a perfect life,
Controlling my looks and feelings I have of you.

My love grows stronger each time,
I get a message on my phone,
Each time I hear your sweet sensational voice,
Each time I get mail s from you,
Each time I get offline messages from you,
Each time when were online chatting away,

Every time that happens, I feel that you're so close to me
Hugging me so tightly,
Squeezing me softly,
Your tender lips on my mouth and taking my breath away…
Biting yours lips aggressively,
Losing each other by looking at each others eyes.

You're a stranger and I let you in my heart
What spell did you cast on me to make into you!
I ask that question to myself often and
Neither do I have the answer.

Your so unique and yourself
That's what I like about you.

I treasure the sweet thoughts you daily send
And each time you do,
You make my heart beat loud and clear
Butterflies fluttering in my stomach
Turning my leg into jelly.

This friendship like ours,
Its rare and so much different,
And…
I'm sure our friendship is true and will remain solid
For many days to come…
The distance cannot and will not separate the bond
Between you and me…

At times like this I really like to say I would like to thank you in person in so many ways…

Bare in mind your always be in my heart no matter what…
…you are too precious for me to throw you away from my small heart!

Posted by LoVeLuRvElUv at 12:43 PM

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Monday March 27, 2006

You’re a simple man…

You are my ROCK!
You BROUGHT me LIFE and HAPPINESS,
TRUE LOVE in my EYES and
Yet, you’re a SIMPLE MAN

You’re a simple man and yet,
You’ve always given me space to grow up
And to understand myself,
To open my heart and be truthful
To you and all…

You’re a simple man…
…Always here and there to help me…
In my time of need!

You’re smart,
And yet so sharp,
You can do anything…
…No matter how big the task is for you…
And you make sure I do the same as you!

You make me focus and make me feel,
That one day…
…My dreams will come true…

And when I’m in danger,
You make sure that I know,
That you are here and there to rescue me
In the time of my need…

You’re a simple man,
Yet so loving, generous, charming
Thoughtful, and so understandable
Truthful and helpful,
with those honest brown eyes,
How can I not trust you!
You are so optimistic, and make sure that I am too…
Special, sensitive, loyal, humorous, fun, secure and true
Always there for me!

When I needed a friend at most,
You stuck by me and never let me go…
You never let me slip,
Through your fingers!
You promised me you will make sure that
I can’t escape your heart!!!
You promised me that you will never let yourself forget me,
You promised me you will always love me!

And what I have understood for the past two years is that
You’re one of a kind, different from others
Our friendship won’t ever tarnish and our friendship will never ever grow old!
I know both of us would like this relationship
To be new and strong, just like now!

You showed me how to…
…Forgive and forget…

You always taught me from day one,
How to always be willing to take the first step!

Yet you’re so simple man and made me believe,
I am beautiful for the way I am!
You have told me to repeat this day by day whenever I feel so blue with myself,
‘I am only who I am’
You reminded me of the story of ‘The ugly duckling’,
You taught me how to accept ME as ME,
Instead being ashamed of myself!

You taught me that being a winner,
Has nothing to do with luck…
…If I failed, Trying my best will do…
I must try harder next time but never to ware myself out!
Only you have told me that!

For you’ve given me some grand advices,
You’ve given me strengths and courage’s
To face all my obstacles that come my way!

Yet, you’re so simple man
And you wish that I don’t make mistakes.

You told me once…
…When I needed a shoulder to cry on…
…You will always be with me…
…To wipe my tears with your soft hands!

You’re a simple man and yet,
You’ve always given me space to grow up
And to understand myself,
To open my heart and be truthful
To you and all…

You told me on the first day
You will be my ROCK!

You touched my soul…
You have brought me life and happiness,
When I couldn’t go on…
You showed me the secrets of living high and true,
You are my rock!

I seen people come and go out of my life,
…And you’re the one who stayed beside me,
Held me high,
And became proud of me!

You’re a simple man I met,
In my life,
…Who brought a young girl
A rare gift…

You left footprints in my heart!
Where as others have left me to write something
In my blank pages of my book!

You are my ROCK!
You BROUGHT me LIFE and HAPPINESS,
TRUE LOVE in my EYES and
Yet, you’re a SIMPLE MAN

When I needed a friend at most,
You stuck by me and never let me go…
You never let me slip,
Through your fingers!

Our friendship won’t ever tarnish and our friendship will never ever grow old!

Posted by LoVeLuRvElUv at 4:34 PM

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Monday May 01, 2006

I just love you…

All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,
How could I ever think that,
I became all selfish…
I wanted us to be part of our lives,
I was beginning to fall in love with you,
I was hoping you would too fall in love with me…
Once…
Twice…
Thrice…
I told you that I loved you…

BUT ALL YOU DID WAS LAUGH!

I love you more than I thought I ever could,
I promise to give you all my love to you…
I want those same very eyes staring at me…
…like they were on our first meet…
I want those lips wrapping my lips around…
…kissing so slowly and passionately then turning aggressive…
I want those arms hugging me so tight so neither of us can escape one another…
I just want you to be mine…

All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart
And for us to be together…
…Never to be apart from one another!
No one in this world can ever compare to you…
…You brought the real life out of me…

In your eyes I can see that you love me too
But you cannot admit it!
I never thought I could live like this,
Away from you
Days goes by..
…Nights comes and goes…
…But all I ever wanted was you beside me,
and understand how I feel about you…
wanted us to be like a normal couple…

But how could that ever be...

Something in your eyes makes me want to lose myself in your lustrous eyes…
…Makes me want to find myself and stay pinned into your heart…
…Something in your touch makes me come to life after so many months I’ve hidden in the dark…
…Something in your voice makes all my troubles fade away…
…Something in your kiss made me realise I really love you to be mine…
There’s something about you that’s a mystery to me…
It will take time to find what it is…
But I know that you love me!

I don’t need a compass to find you…
…Your heart beat would guide me the way...
…If I ever get lost and I need a direction to your heart…
…Your voice would take me to where you are…
…Your smile would light my way…
…Your eyes would shine my way…
…In case I never find you…
...My soul will!

All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,
How could I ever think that,
I became all selfish…
I wanted us to be part of our lives,
I was beginning to fall in love with you,
I was hoping you would too fall in love with me…
Once…
Twice…
Thrice…
I told you that I loved you…

BUT ALL YOU DID WAS LAUGH!

I remember times when the night has fallen
Tears used to be on its way
I was so sure that the sun would never ever shine upon me
I thought destiny wants me to walk in this world alone again
And now that you are with me
Everything became all different
I started to earn my colors and
Let everything else fade…

I have a message to you today…
‘And now that I love you
I look forward to each and every day
You opened up a part of me
That wouldn't have been opened
Any other way.
I love you from the bottom of my heart’

Posted by LoVeLuRvElUv at 3:17 PM

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Monday February 06, 2006

WhO yOu ArE To mE!

Dear, your in my heart everyday,
the sound of your name makes me feel
special...

At first my mate i liked you as my mate,
ever since last year sometime in
mid August,
just when i turned 17...
...my heart grew and blossomed like the
flowers on my tree...
...i was falling in love with you
And i will admit something today...
...my love for you hasn't stopped growing!

My heart beats at the sound of your
name...
...It echoes in my head,
your whispering in my ear...
You leave me breathless from your
kisses...
my cheeks blushes each time i think of
you!

...How warm you make me feel
when i imagine you beside me...
Your a true gentleman with a perfect smile
and with a big heart...
...That will never fade
away from my heart...
...It will always stay with me as long as
i shall live!
HoW OfTeN hAvE yOu hEaRd tHIs FroM PeOpLe
wHo aRe dEAr To YoU?

I hope inside your heart you feel the
same way for me as i feel for
you!

I never can have someone like you,
who is true to me.
I shall never forget you...
Your everything to me
I shall always treasure your talks
laughter and our friendship!

Our friendship started so simple in
April...
And yet we remained strong for each other.
Our friendship is solid.
you can never be replaced
we will share our
joys and sorrows to one another.

I promise you,
you will always be loved by me and i
will keep you beside me forever
and together we will remain true
to each other.
We will remain in each others heart
but
theres no one like you in this world
my best friend, my man
you are the only one i know
who will be
my friend forever
your mine forever.

Posted by LoVeLuRvElUv at 3:03 PM

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Monday February 13, 2006

You!

Your hair is fine so straight and blond,
I feel like running my
Fingers down your golden hair.
Your skin is soft as
The white snow.
I have laid my eyes on your
Sharp yet small green eyes
That makes me close my eyes and think of you,
Just you and only you.
I die, for a kiss with your small
Juicy thin red lips.
Your tongue is what I seek,
Inside my mouth when we
French kiss…
I feel the sharp pointy pink tongue
Rolling with my flat round tongue.
I can listen to you all day,
You have such deep sexy voice that
Soothes me down.
You kept me inside your
Big red heart
Where you surrounded me with you
Love…
I love you!

Posted by LoVeLuRvElUv at 8:18 AM

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Thursday February 16, 2006

Words don’t come out of my mouth…

If I could tell you what’s in my heart,
I would have by now,
But words don’t come out of my mouth,
When you’re around…

When you are around,
My lips seemed to be sealed,
I feel all shy,
My legs starts to shivers,
My heart thumps loud and clear and beats extremely fast,
I turn all pale,
I feel sick,
Butterflies flying in my stomach…
…But…
…You do make me smile…
…When you flirt with me…
…When your eyes look at me…
…You make me blush…
…When you wrap your long arms around me…
…I feel the warmth of your body…
…When you kiss me…
…You leave me breathless…
…Making me want more than this…

…THIS UTTER SILENCE HAS TO STOP, I SAY TO MYSELF…

…When you held my hand for the first time…
…I closed my eyes and I wished you would never let go of me…
…It felt like I was holding onto an Angels hand…

If I could tell you what’s running through my mind,
I would have by now,
But words don’t come out of my mouth,
When you’re around…

When you’re so far away from me…
…I dream of you…
…I can explain to myself what’s going through my mind…
…And I also can say what’s exactly in my heart...
…To my reflection…
…Sometimes I don’t see myself reflected back from the mirror…
…I see you…
…Blowing kisses to me…
…That makes me so uneasy and tensed…

But words don’t come out of my mouth
When you’re around…

When you are around…
…You make my eyes turn watery…
…Make my picture of us turning blurry…
…Make me smudge our picture with my warm tears…
…You make me delete the bad memories I have when I was little…
…You made me throw away the pain I carried for many years with me…
…And each day so far you have brighten up my days…
…You make me feel like a true princess…
…You have showed great kindness and passion into my life…

Today,
…I like to tell you what’s running in my mind
And what is in my heart…
….Every time when I am alone and lay in my bed...
…My eyes shuts…
…And My thoughts are of you and nobody else…
…My thoughts of you runs me wild and makes me lose control in what ever I do and I think of…
…In my mind there are so many words describing you…
…Many words floating around and clouding my mind of you…
…In my heart there is a still image of you pinned on my heart...
…My heart craves for you...
…Aches for you…
…Needs you…

…Do you remember WHERE and WHEN we first met…
…Remember HOW we greeted each other…
...You remember WHAT we worn that day…
…I have great vision of that day…
…Inside my heart the same movie repeats itself,
And the stars of the movie…
…Are us…

I know u might be thinking that I have gone completely mad and looney,
And you might be thinking what am I getting across to you,
And I am sure I am not making any sense to you or to myself.

…But there is not enough words to say when you’re around,
However today I would like one phrase…
…Three little words,
…That has 8 letters…
That is about to hit you,
That hit me on the first day I seen you
But I must let you know I feel about you…

I LOVE YOU!
This is running in my mind
This is what’s in my heart
I LOVE YOU….

Posted by LoVeLuRvElUv at 6:57 PM

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you leaving me behind with only our memories

The thought of you...

Remember when...

My Net Friend!

You’re a simple man…

I just love you…

WhO yOu ArE To mE!

You!

Words don’t come out of my mouth…